Monday, November 28, 2011
I feel so lost and still hurt so bad. Everyone is getting worried so I am faking like I feel better but I don't. I keep having these axiety attacks. I feel like I am being crushed. I don't know what I am going to do without my best friend. Normally when I would feel like this, I would call her, but I can't now. She is the only one that totally understood me. I know that many people accept me for me but she understood me. I don't have that now and feel so lost. I have no one to understand me anymore. I feel terrible in my own skin right now. I am very, very sad and heartbroken.